Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Moment

Got some less than awesome news about a friend today.  For hours I acted normal. But my thoughts keep going back to her. Then just this weird thing where I'm doing normal things and thinking, "How can I just laugh/answer phones/eat chips while she is going through this?"

I have to tell you this is so surreal. I want her to be well. I want a promise that we'll be old ladies together. I want to do more for her. I want to be a good friend to her.

I was watching some TV show and I sort of fell apart for a moment. Just sobbed. Sad. Helpless.

Please, Universe, Divine, God, Goddess, whomever.. Please help make my friend well.

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